AlphaBirb

A, hello everyone, sorry if I am constantly going radio silent and all that, I'm mostly spending my time on Tumblr and Reddit and all that jazz, I wish I could come back here full time, but I don't see much appeal in dA like how I used to.. Maybe one day I'll come back here too..

Uh, I guess I should get straight to the point, I need to say it..

If I have hurt you, in any way in the past, whether it be me being overly emotional and pushing you away, whether it be me acting like a brat or an ass-hat to you, or I have harassed you in any way, or blamed you for my own mistakes, I am really really sorry! The crimes I committed back then were indeed atrocious and I would be unaware of the consequences, the hurt I would inflict upon people... I was an asshole, I wasn't a saint, and I sure as hell wasn't a victim... I feel genuinely terrible for the hurt I caused, I can't go back in time to fix the damage that cannot be fixed, what I can only do is learn from the past in order to become a better person.. So if I have hurt you in any way, I am sorry... You didn't deserve to go through that, I put people through Hell without realizing the damage I was causing.. I hid behind my emotions and would scream at anyone who tried to get near me, or even help me.. What I did cannot be excused, and I'm not going to excuse my past actions.. I even forgot about the whole thing until recently...

I don't seek forgiveness, the only thing I seek is to be better than I was years ago and use the past as a learning experience to be the better me. So if I have hurt you in any way, I am sorry.